Sunday, October 14, 2018

You did it to yourself.

I'm sorry. I truly am. I don't know what to do or say to make you understand that. I love you. I 'm sorry that I don't know how to express that or how to show you that I mean it. I will be there for you. I hope you will also be able to reciprocate that. I want to feel your love. I don't want to take anything away from you. I feel like the lost sheep. Will you come to find me? Will you come and look for me? I'm lost. I'm so hurt. I don't know what to feel.

I can't even imagine losing my father. Katie and Kelly, I'm so sorry. Your father was a great man. He was an honest soul. He taught us all so much without even being our parent. His message was clear. He lived life the way it should be lived. He enjoyed all of it. He was a real human being. I'm sorry that we lost him so soon and at such a young age.