The Body Keeps the Score

 I'm back at reading this book. Melanie talked about it years ago. 

Politics will never change who I am in God

 Last night was difficult. There were a lot of emotions. Brian and I had a conversation after Julio and Tanya left and it ended up in politics. 

He thinks I don't know enough. I am not going to take my time worrying about things that I can't control. The only thing that I feel that I can do to help make change is vote. I didn't vote before, but I do now. I don't want to fill my mind with the drama that's going on in the US today. There is so much more in life to dedicate my time to than the stuff that makes the news here in the USA today. 

I sometimes do feel bad for not really knowing what's doing on in detail, but at the same time, I know the big news and what's going on. I know that, with time, I will know the 'big news', and not each detail. 

Is it a responsibility? Am I ignorant? Am I _____... Am I simply being stubborn? Did college courses really affect me enough? Why don't I care about needing to be so interested in politics?

I am not a different person because of my lack of interest in politics. 

Be Exhalted

 You are glorious, Lord.