God is my strength and refuge. The devil has grasped me in his grasp of temptations and drunkardness. I feel shame. He would also not want me to feel shame. He has taken it all from me already. He knew the path that I'd choose to follow. It's the path that was easier to follow and more pleasurable to the flesh. I caved. Even though I knew who God was and that there were temptations that could allow me to fall into sin - and it did.
So many things that I wish I hadn't done for memory's sake, but at the same time, I do know that these were all experiences and lessons. All of them. I crashed my car. I mean, come on, man. You think that I'd learn after all that, but yet, I still drink. I can drink more than six cans of seltzers with no issue. It's sad, really. Lord, help me overcome the temptation to want to drink.
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